not what i expected

i just found out that my good friend are expecting their second.  while i am extremely happy for them, it saddens me that we have not had success.  we have been trying since i had gotten back, and nothing to show forth.  we have had some “close calls.”  i just wonder if God has only destined us to have one, which would be very heartbreaking; never saw us with just one child.  prayers needed, wanted, and appreciated.

disappointment

more disappointment comes our way.  my wife is not with child like we had hoped.  we have been trying since i got back home, and every month it does not happen.